Have you ever had the horrible day when all you can say is “Today was a bad day”?
Recently I had a bad day. Nothing seemed to go right. Work, knee pain, angry drivers, parenting a pre-teen, call to mom, gym time…all of it seemed to have some horrible moment. I literally wanted to weep in frustration, anger, and pain.
Ernest Hemingway said, “life breaks all of us…”
I certainly felt that life was doing it’s very best to break me.
I wanted all the badness (is that a word?) removed from that day. In that regard, I relate to Paul and his thorn in the flesh. In 2 Corinthians he asked the Lord three separate times for the thorn to be removed.
In response to his plea, Paul wrote 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 (NASB), “And He has said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.’ Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore, I delight in weakness, in insults, in distresses, in persecutions, in difficulties, in behalf of Christ: for when I am weak, then I am strong.”
Ponder that for a moment; ”my grace is sufficient for you…”
Well, yes God, your grace is sufficient for me. But in the moment, it sometimes doesn’t feel as though my heart can embrace that phrase. Continue reading…
“For power is perfected in weakness…” If I’m feeling despair, frustration, or anger, I am essentially being perfected in that weakness. Paul goes on to write that he’d rather boast about that weakness in order to glorify the power of Christ. He’s excited to be weak so that he becomes stronger. Interesting concept.
The more and more I dive into the Word, the more and more I begin to understand that reading scripture for context is so very important. In the midst of a bad day, it would be easy to fall back on a portion of scripture which states that His grace is enough. Maybe that would make me feel better…or maybe not.
However, when I continue the verse, I begin to understand that every experience can be used to worship the Lord. I can embrace His grace being enough, but if I embrace that when I’m weak, the Lord is working to make me stronger.
As Hemingway said, “life breaks all of us.” I believe there is purpose in that breaking. There is purpose in the bad days. The badness used for goodness, in order for me to grow into a more mature Christian.
Pray with me this week that the bad days of weakness become examples of your strength in Christ.