You have your life planned out. You know what college you’re going to, who you’re going to marry, how many kids you’ll have, where you want to create a home. You have this idea of what your life is supposed to be like. It’s like this perfect movie playing slow motion in your head.
But life doesn’t always work out that way. You don’t get accepted to the college of your choice. You marriage ends in a mess of a divorce. The house you intended to make memories in is just a memory itself. Nothing is the way you ever envisioned, and you cry out wanting to know why this shamble of a life you feel is not the dream you ever envisioned.
You cry out, “God, where are You? Where WERE You? I thought I heard You and where You wanted me. And yet, here I am. Lost and feeling like I’m fighting this battle all on my own.” It’s so easy to feel the loss of a dream by yourself, not recognizing His presence there with you.
Are we really alone, though, in the middle of our pain? The truth is, I’ve felt that way more than once. I’ve never questioned God as to where He was. But I’ve certainly prayed that I wanted to feel Him closer to help take away some of the ache of change and loss. Even when we’ve helped create that change, it can still be difficult to manage that hurt on our own.
God tells us often that we’re not alone…that He sees us even if it feels like we don’t see Him.
He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say to the Lord, “My refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust!” For it is He who delivers you from the snare of the trapper and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings you may seek refuge; His faithfulness is a shield and a bulwark. –Psalm 91:1-4
I’ve had to play that verse over and over in my head. One too many times, I felt the shift of my life in a direction that I never imagined. I’ve gotten to the point where I decided I had to work through transition on my own. But I didn’t. Our Father saw me then and He sees me now. He covered me with protection and comfort then, and He does the same even now. He is my shield from the uncertainty and struggle. He doesn’t remove the hurt, but He protects me as I go through it.
What about you today, dear friends? Have you reached a moment in your life where you’ve had to remind yourself that God sees you and that you’re not going through life alone? Share in the comments below how we can pray for you.