I’m sitting here and staring at a blank screen. This happens a lot. I sit down to write only to be stumped with what God is telling me to write. I think a topic is a good idea. Then I wonder what the topic will bring to the table in my writing. I pause, and then I erase. A new idea enters my head. Yet again, I think about where I want it to go, and then I erase. It’s a vicious cycle I have in my head.
And now, I have this crazy thought…how often do we start to tell people about us and about our testimony when we stop ourselves, erase the potential conversation and start talking about something completely different because we’re afraid of what people will think or say? I know I’m sometimes guilty of it.
I want to start off on the right foot with people. I don’t want them thinking I’m some crazy Jesus Freak who is unable to relate to them because I do things “God’s way”. I gauge the temperature of the conversation before I jump in with my story or what the platform is of my ministry.
But really, what’s so wrong with being a Jesus Freak?! I love Jesus. My life is about serving and glorifying Him. It doesn’t mean I’m not fun. It definitely doesn’t mean I’m boring. I’m not going to judge someone for their sin or how they live their life…I’ve got my own sin to worry about. So why should I be ashamed to talk about what I live for or what my calling is when they ask me about myself?!
Being a Christian is what defines me. While being a mom and a grandma is about the best thing I could ever ask for, my life would not, could not be what it is without Jesus Christ and what He did for me. I should not nor do I need to be ashamed or hesitant to share my love for Jesus.
I know this may not have been what you stopped by the Iron Porch to hear today, but I feel like someone, even if it’s only me, needs to hear that you don’t need to be afraid of who you are in Jesus. It’s ok to have your life in Him and to be bold about it. Don’t fear sharing with others what He’s done for you or how He’s changing you. He loves you, and that just may be what someone else needs to hear.